From 6/13/2008
I realized yesterday that I'm "the fat girl" now.
In Zumba class tonight, I was the biggest one there (and always am). As I watched myself in the mirror, I realized that the moves I was making weren't nearly that of the others in the class. I looked like I was barely working out, but I was actually working up quite a sweat.
I guess it's good that I'm doing it, but man... when you realize that you look differently than you've always pictured yourself, it can be a slap in the face.
i have a goal...
by July 21st (the day after my 31st birthday), i hope to start a boot camp that runs for 4 weeks. I'd go either 2 or 3 days per week before the kids get up. it's only 45 minutes each day, but it's VERY intense. eek.
so pretty much, I have to train to go to boot camp! how pathetic! but anyway... that's my goal. Hubby is on board. I'm SCARED.
last night, i was emailing with the boot camp lady and she says it's doable... there are plenty of people who are around my weight or more (and of course, less).
i'm SCARED. did i say that already?
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