Having doubts

I seriously need to go to bed, but I'm having major doubts about tomorrow. Can I do it? Is this really something I should be doing? Will I just go back to how I was?

It seems as though going to the gym and working out has consumed my life. I go most days (I went today even!) Is that what "normal" people do? Is it worth it?

I know all the answers to these questions, but man... Sometimes it just scares me. It's such a huge change.

Change is hard.

Ouch!

I'm soooo sore today. Not sore in the places I was when I worked with the personal trainer either! Kinda took me off guard!