Soon the anxiety of going to the shrink is going to set in b/c it will mean that I can't just ignore what's going on. I go back today and I'm getting a little nervous. It's kind of weird pouring our all of your issues to someone you don't know.
Overall, I think I'm doing better. Since I decided that I'm not going to kill myself to make it to the box at 5:30am every day, I've only skipped one day (and I did the WOD later but at the Rec Center at school--which made it a lot easier). I'm not sure what I'll do tomorrow... At this point, I think I'm going to go in the afternoon.
I had a realization the other day that kind of came from nowhere. I fit at CFMK. I belong there. I'm not some outsider. The people there are (mostly) my friends. And I can (mostly) do the WODs. Of course, I think most everyone can "mostly" do the WODs, too.
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And that right there just sucked all of the positive out of me. G'day.
