I'm struggling to keep my head above the water today. I feel defeated by life. It's possible that I haven't taken my medicine properly lately, I just don't remember. I know today I took only one because I couldn't find the other bottle. I didn't take either yesterday. Not sure about the days before.
I want to curl up in bed and cry myself to sleep, but I can't. I shouldn't even be sitting down writing this, but I can't focus on what I'm supposed to be doing, so I thought it might help.
It's one of those days where I feel like I'm facing the world all alone.
