Wow. I haven't written in forever. The hubby was gone for 3 weeks and just got back. I would love to say that it was an amazing time alone with the kids and we bonded and had a blast every day, but that would be a huge lie. In fact, there were quite a few days that left me feeling like I need to have a few drinks at the end of the day. Sometimes it was even before noon.
I also wish I could say that I've been a good mom lately, but I don't think that's the case either. I have raised my voice to the kids too many times and frankly, they're just plain getting on my nerves!! But we all survived. And we'll survive the summer.
We close on our house in less than a week. EEK! Scary and exciting and about damn time. I have absolutely no idea when we'll even move in though since we have a month before we have to be out of the crappy rental house.
At the beginning of the month, I started back to the Paleo thing. It's going ok, I guess. Some days are better than others. Being a stress eater doesn't help when your kids are being shits and you have no time to yourself though.
I had lost 5lbs, but now the scale batteries died. And who the hell buys batteries for a scale?!? Oh what a disposable world we live in. I WOULD buy batteries, but it takes me 5 tries when I weigh myself to get a number that's consistent, so out in the trash this scale goes!
My weightlifting coach has decided we need to all meet and discuss what kind of future plans we have with CrossFit and OLY. Eek!! I knew this day would be coming, but MAN!! I really want to talk to my CF coach about it first. blah.
Therapy has been going ok, I guess. It's hard. She gave me a book to read called Dance of Anger. It's probably a great book... I can identify with a lot of what the author is saying... Which is probably why I don't think it's so awesome! Ha! I went this morning and like every week, I ended up with a throbbing headache. Kinda sucks. And it makes me emotional, which makes me want to make bad decisions with my food. It sucks ass.
I have so much that I want to write but I just can't b/c of my darling little brats. Ahhhhhh!!!
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is the author of that book harriet lerner? if so, i really liked another of her books, dance of intimacy. with those sorts of books i feel like i need to keep my smart ass self in check and just dig through to the core of what she's saying because it's usually pretty spot on beyond all the flowery self help talk. :)
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