Emotional eating

I'm soooo guilty of this. What a rough weekend.

At least I've been chowing on cauliflower and hummus instead of the chips sitting in my kitchen. I did have some cake though...

Bring it on!!

First of all, I'd like to thank you all for your encouraging comments. I can't tell you how much it helps. Really.

Tomorrow, the hubby and 2 of our friends (a couple) are going to the Saturday Meltdown at bootcamp. I'm actually very excited! I can't wait for A to see how it is. He knows it's hard, but I want him to do it. It's a bit longer than normal, so hopefully I don't crash and burn!

Monday begins hell week at bootcamp. Feeling scared but confident. The confidence may fade after tomorrow.

I'm signing up for 3 more months right now (though I fully intend to do a total of 6). I must like the torture!

Bye bye, bad attitude

OK, so maybe it's not gone completely, but it's mostly gone. I'm not quitting. And I plan to continue with my goal of a total of 6 sessions.

I'm being too hard on myself, I know. I guess I'd hoped I could do more by now. As far as how I look... Well, I don't know if it's changed or not. The hubby can't tell b/c he sees me all the time. And I haven't seen any friends in a while.

So yeah. Bratty tantrum over. :D

I want to quit.

I think that pretty much sums it up. Not much more to add to that.

Shin splints

Apparently, I have shin splints. They hurt like a bitch, too. I was so proud of myself b/c today I was able to run a lap with everyone else at bootcamp without having to stop and walk. And now? Now I've been told to WALK while everyone else is jogging. :(

Talk about a blow to the ego.

So I went to the track

I hate running. LOATHE running. Today kicked my ass. I walked 1/4 mile warm up... then did 1 mile of jogging and walking. errr... walking and some jogging. i forgot how much i hate it. and how bad i am at it!!

basically, i jogged the curves and walked the rest. kicked my ass, i tell ya. i probably won't go jogging for 2 weeks though. next weekend family is in town. and during the week, it's hard to get out to the track b/c of the kiddos. yes, i could do the treadmill, but i swear that's even worse!

Tomorrow is my day off! WOO HOO!!! Then monday it's back to the grindstone.

I gave my instructor my food log. I thought i've been doing sooooo well. She did say it wasn't too bad, but told me less fat, more fruits and veggies. Booo!!

New Goal

I have yet another new goal. I want to be able to jog a mile without stopping. Right now.. Ha!!

Tomorrow morning, I have a date with the track.